A blog (a portmanteau of web log) is a website where entries are written in chronological order and commonly displayed in reverse chronological order. “Blog” can also be used as a verb, meaning to maintain or add content to a blog.Many blogs provide commentary or news on a particular subject such as food, politics, or local news; others function as more personal online diaries.
Well, today I add a post that covers almost all of the above in one shot. I am making this post because this has been way too hard for me say face to face to anyone. As in every time I start to choke up trying to fight back tears.
As most of you know now I recently spent some time in Saline County Jail. I have been listed on the Salina Journal and EBC-Link. This alone has changed my life in ways that I am not even fully aware of.
Today I have to type because I cannot say… Thank you… I have been trying to think of the words to tell my close friends, my family, my fellow staff, and my families friends and acquaintances that I do not even know who you are or your name.
When groups of words like “Posting Bail”, “Lawyers Fee’s” you would expect to hear from your family and maybe one or two loved ones. The thought of some your parent’s friends, old fellow employees and just people they spend time with not even asked but they offer help. Some say we have this you can barrow this with no question just let us know.
When my phone is full of text messages, and voice mails, my E-Mail inbox is full of messages from everyone that I know. I really mean almost everyone I know. People from almost 20 years ago that I have not really been around for almost 20 years they found my E-Mail address and sent me mail. For one of the first time in my life I have heard the words that have come out of my mouth so many times said back to me just this time in unison. “How can I help, what can I do just let me know.” The first one or two I expected and warmed my heart. The next 78 messages I read brought me literally to the floor in tears. My mother used to tell me there are more people in the world that knows you and cares the world about you they just do not show in a way that you notice. Well, I always questioned that in my mind until Thursday. All I can say to all of you is thank you for your support. Thank you for helping me see my world and life are not over. Thank you for showing that you care. I have never felt so cared for and loved as I do now. I will post more as I have information to give.